Winter ( what is a poor native Florida Girl to do)

When I woke up this morning there was snow on the ground I have never been so frighten in my life. I have never been in or seen snow in my life. But I went out on the front porch and made a mini snowman threw a snow ball at my roommate and ate some snow. I will just have to make sure I dress very very warm this winter.

Working at a call center

I have been working a call centers in order to pay my bills. Centers yes I had to quit the first one I worked at because it was a scam and I didn't feel right about scamming 16 people a week out of their hard earned money. But now I work part time at a better call center were I just make confirming calls which is way easier and stress-free. Plus I will make the same amount working part time which is aways good. But to get back on track people's voice messages are crazy one person referred to himself as the one and only, I found that very amusing. Or people pretending not to be themselves because they think that I am a bill collector my favorite is the call tunes that people have I hear such good music at work.

Single Adult

"Recognize that there is a power greater than ours, that no matter how good a man is, he is not good enough, that no matter how wise he is, he is not wise enough, that no matter how strong he is, he is not strong enough for all of the things which he will face in life, and that there is a source of power to which he can go with the assurance that he will be listened to and that there will be a response."

I receive Young Single Adult Gems via email every few days or so, and some days they are really relevant to me. There are times when  I get so prideful and I want to rely on my strength to get me through my trials. I am realizing that there is a greater than my own. I am trying hard to become more humble everyday, I want to lose myself in our Heavenly Father more and more. This is the BIGGEST GOAL that I have in my life right now.

I am convert to the church and I have come to realize that when you are older and single you are looked at like a leper. Before I converted I have very little interest in getting married and now it is every where I turn there are so many bridal shops in Provo it is insane. I haven't even started dating anyone here yet!!!!! I don't think I am defective and I know that I am attractive but  I am also completely  different from a lot of the girls I have met. I also didn't really move to Utah to find a husband I came to find out who I am now that I am completely devoted to Heavenly Father. 

The Utah Experience

I have overall enjoyed being in Utah, I have met some really great people and I know that I will be friends with most of them for a very long time. I know that some of my post have been a little ranty but being here has been a very big culture shock to me. But I love being around people who have such strong testimony of the Gospel. I've loved every moment being here, I love all of the scenery this is a very beautiful place.
I do miss my family this is the I have ever furthest been away from them. I am getting very homesick I miss my little niece she is my favorite person in the world.

Air

So I have come to realize that a lot of the girls that I have met here, have air in their heads. It is really sad and disheartening, it annoys me as well. My goal in life is not to become a housewife I am not the type I will stay home with my children but only until they start school. I want to live in France for awhile and New York, I want to experience life. I want more from life than a husband and children I know that it is all apart of Heavenly Father's Plan for us to get married and have children but he also made me this independent entity he made me strong willed and not the type of person that sits around and to wait on a man to come and "rescue" me I am perfectly capable of saving myself.