Douchbagary

The one thing I hate the most about living here in utah is the overabundance of douchbags. Don't hide behind the fact that you are mormon be a douchbag and be proud of it. I am a open book what you see is what you get and if you don't like it oh well, I am pretty sure I don't like you anyway. I am so tired of the passive aggressive behavior, it is a constant thing. I will never be quite if I have a problem with you then I will spit it out.

Our Deepest Fear

I have been in Utah for 2 year now and I must admit it has been rough. I have had a lots of ups and downs, I thought that I was maybe too much and I tried to censor myself, but I became so unhappy and more than unhappy, I was down right miserable. I am a free spirit, I am silly, I am crazy, I am a child of God. I wasn't made to stand in the background. I wasn't made to be anything else so now I am going to do what makes me happy and if people don't like it fine!!!

Our Deepest FearBy Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness
That most frightens us.

We ask ourselves
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small
Does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking
So that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine,
As children do.
We were born to make manifest
The glory of God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us;
It's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we're liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others

15 credit hours

I wanted to have an adventurous summer but I decided to take classes this summer, which was an adventure in of itself.

I am a week into school and it feels like I have been in school for forever. I am so tired all the time I am in drawing everyday I am a horrible but drawer but  I am going to give it my all.

Summer Summer Time

So I weighed myself today and I have officially gained all the weight that I lost from 2 years ago back. It is time for me to get back on track and do what I need to do an lose this weigh again.

Birthday!!!

So my birthday is in a few days and I am scared/ excited it is gonna be a big one I am turning 28 which means that much closer to being 30. 30 doesn't scare me as much as it did before. I want to get a few things done for I hit the big 30.

1. Graduate College

2. If number one happens the Move out of Utah. 

3. Go camping

4. Hike the Y

5. Get back to the weight I was in 09.

Happiness

This is so true it speaks to me. I am so glad that I myself worth comes from me and not from men. I am not the type of person who needs some outside force to determined my worth.  I know that I am a beautiful person not just on the outside but on the inside too. I am happy because satisfied with the woman that I am and that I am becoming, if you aren't satisfied within you won't be satisfied without.